"You can't tell me what to do though, can you?" Paco snapped as he reached out with his free hand and grabbed Cisco by his shirt, fingers twisting in the fabric as he held onto it, the anger in his face clear now as he backed him up across the room. He was furious, literally shaking with anger. It was easy to be like this, to be angry, the alternative was too much. He didn't want to break apart, not again. "You're weak, you can't even use your powers right. How are you ever going to stop me? I'm a God, I can shatter men from the inside out! No one can stop me!"

He was yelling now, he didn't know why he was yelling, he just felt too much and he wasn't used to it. "Not even Zoom can stop me this time, I'm going to rip him to pieces for what he did to me. What he's still doing to me. It's never going to be over until I end him and God knows, you idiots aren't going to do it, are you?" His breathing got rapid and uneven as he felt himself choke up and -- fuck, no, he was not doing this in front of Cisco of all people. He just kept going, kept pushing on. "Do you have any idea what he means to me? No. Of course you don't, you couldn't even comprehend what I feel for Hart. You have nothing close to it! He is everything and if he's alive, I will tear this stupid world down to get him. I don't need this Earth or my Earth, I just need him."

His voice cracked at the end of the sentence as he felt his hand tremble slightly. He needed Hart, he needed him so much right now. He just needed someone to hold him and tell him it was going to be okay. That he was forgiven. For not knowing, not trying, for letting him down. He needed Hart. "I'm going to get him back and I'm not waiting."