[Cisco stiffens more at the touch and it has nothing to do with any reputation he may have as Rupture and everything to do with Cisco just not being able to handle any of this right now.]
No, I'm fine. [He shakes his head, eyes down on the ground beneath his feet. He can't do this. He can't stand here and look at him and talk to him and know he's the wrong one and pretend like everything is fine.] I mean, I'm not, but-- I don't need anything, I just...
[He finally looks up at him again and the words just tumble out abruptly.] You died. [A beat and a couple of nonsense, non-word stammers.] I mean...you...my version of-- [He points down, in a silent "right here" sort of indication.] this Earth's you, I-- it's a lot. [To see him. To hear him. To stand here and talk to him. It's like getting a chance no one would ever get, to see a loved one again after they've passed... except it's not really him and Cisco is having a really hard time accepting that right now, even though, logically, he knows it.]
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Date: 2017-04-16 05:49 pm (UTC)No, I'm fine. [He shakes his head, eyes down on the ground beneath his feet. He can't do this. He can't stand here and look at him and talk to him and know he's the wrong one and pretend like everything is fine.] I mean, I'm not, but-- I don't need anything, I just...
[He finally looks up at him again and the words just tumble out abruptly.] You died. [A beat and a couple of nonsense, non-word stammers.] I mean...you...my version of-- [He points down, in a silent "right here" sort of indication.] this Earth's you, I-- it's a lot. [To see him. To hear him. To stand here and talk to him. It's like getting a chance no one would ever get, to see a loved one again after they've passed... except it's not really him and Cisco is having a really hard time accepting that right now, even though, logically, he knows it.]