"I'll try to be better, I will. I keep trying! It's just not very easy and I don't care that much about this stuff so it always just sorta blows up in my face." Being a better person wasn't something Axel was overly motivated by so it just didn't click for him a lot of the time. Axel sighed and turned to Cisco, trying to not let himself get dragged into anything again. Every time he saw Cisco, he had those uncomfortable yearning feelings like what he got with Hartley.
And he didn't want to do this again. It always blew up in his face. And Cisco was a good guy, he didn't want to have feelings for a white hat. Slowly, Axel sat himself up and gave Cisco a curious look. "Do you want anything? Like cheer up things? Do you have those? I have those. Whenever I'm sad, I eat lucky charms and watch cartoons. Or I doodle. I'm a good doodler." He was reading to get Cisco anything he asked for, here or otherwise, then he'd really have to leave him be before this became a thing. "What about you?"
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Date: 2017-02-27 08:32 pm (UTC)And he didn't want to do this again. It always blew up in his face. And Cisco was a good guy, he didn't want to have feelings for a white hat. Slowly, Axel sat himself up and gave Cisco a curious look. "Do you want anything? Like cheer up things? Do you have those? I have those. Whenever I'm sad, I eat lucky charms and watch cartoons. Or I doodle. I'm a good doodler." He was reading to get Cisco anything he asked for, here or otherwise, then he'd really have to leave him be before this became a thing. "What about you?"