Tell a person something too many times, a voice of authority and sooner or later they start to believe it. Mick wants to be better, but he's not sure he's quite bright enough, not stable enough.

"Means that sometimes I know I shouldn't. But it don't matter. Sometimes I just.. I can't stop it." He hasn't had a familiar hand to steady him, to talk him through his anger and his rage.

He probably never will.