She never got to train. Never got to be part of it with them, and God, why? Why did Dad do that to her, why did he make Allison take it all away? Part of her just wants to rage at his memory, but part of her, whatever's left of her logical side, knows there had to be a reason. He wouldn't do that on a whim, not when her abilities could have been so useful to the Academy.
Vanya always knew she didn't make the cut, but she doesn't understand why. Only now, she has different guesses, and they're not making it any easier to have faith in herself.
"Then why - why didn't Dad?"
The question comes out raw, and she drops her arm to her lap. The tears won't stop, what's the point of pretending like she can hide it? "What if - what if knew what I would do?" The last thing she wants to do is prove him posthumously right, but what is she supposed to think? "I'm dangerous, Klaus!"
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Date: 2019-04-02 02:50 am (UTC)Vanya always knew she didn't make the cut, but she doesn't understand why. Only now, she has different guesses, and they're not making it any easier to have faith in herself.
"Then why - why didn't Dad?"
The question comes out raw, and she drops her arm to her lap. The tears won't stop, what's the point of pretending like she can hide it? "What if - what if knew what I would do?" The last thing she wants to do is prove him posthumously right, but what is she supposed to think? "I'm dangerous, Klaus!"