{We march like fools in this parade of chaos

[myheadisaprison]

PSL with mostlyajerk & trickedya

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[mostlyajerk]

All the things. He's so sweet and awful.

[thisismadfreaky]

Such a contradiction.

Oh, God. He's the Starburst of people.

[mostlyajerk]

What.

You are such a dumb genius, you're lucky you're hot.

[thisismadfreaky]

You love me and my dumb words.

[mostlyajerk]

I want to love everyone in the world. And muffins.

[thisismadfreaky]

You are super stuck on those muffins.

[mostlyajerk]

Because I don't have any. No you, no muffins, no Axel, no cuddles.

[thisismadfreaky]

I know. It's a sad day in history :[
Your plan sounds 10 million times better than the day I've had.

[mostlyajerk]

I'm sorry I dragged you into this.

[thisismadfreaky]

You didn't...okay? You didn't drag me into anything. You didn't make his choices for him, he did.

[mostlyajerk]

Yes, but he comes with me. Package deal.

My head hurts. Do you need me to come down there?

[thisismadfreaky]

And if he was a dealbreaker, I wouldn't still be here.

Take some aspirin.
I don't know...I'm working on getting the last location.

[mostlyajerk]

I don't understand why you are.

If it's under my bed tell him tough, I'm not moving.

[thisismadfreaky]

Because I don't want to be anywhere else.
Because you're worth it.
Because I love you.

If it's under your bed, I am definitely leaving him in the pipeline forever.

[mostlyajerk]

Don't be romantic when I'm grumpy and sleepy, I'll come off like an ass in comparison.

What did he say his issue is?

[thisismadfreaky]

Can't stop, won't stop.

He said he's just being who he is, that this is how it has to be

I think he's trying, Hart... to step away and let you have what makes you happy
but it isn't him and he can't handle that either
and this is the only thing he knows to do

I'm not making excuses or saying it's okay, because it's not but...I think that's what it boils down to in the end.

[mostlyajerk]

I do love that there's no way for me to live without constantly hurting people.

[thisismadfreaky]

I'm not trying to make this worse.
I'm sorry.

[mostlyajerk]

It's not your fault, Cisquito.

There's just no way.

[thisismadfreaky]

It's not your fault either.

I wish there was a way to fix it. Something else I could do.

[mostlyajerk]

I don't know what we are or can be. I can't do this.

[thisismadfreaky]

You shouldn't have to.

If you want to lea
You don't have to st
I don't want to put you in a position of having to choose

[mostlyajerk]

I tried and apparently then I break down and my rat gets sick.

[thisismadfreaky]

Last night it seemed like we could all co-exist
Guess I was wrong.

[mostlyajerk]

I'll go on grindr and start dating someone else.

Problem solved.