{There's a gap in my memories where you used to be

[myheadisaprison]

PSL with strongerthanyouknow & bringstheheat

My house of memories is all I own, and they've all faded to grey [Len/Mick, Len/Sara]

Just a reflex taking over me, automatic response of the body it haunts [Len/Mick, Len/Sara]

Don't go screaming if I blow you with a bang [Sara/Mick]

Waiting [Mick/Sara]

Things feel like they'llbe forever, but they won't [Mick/Sara]

Sometimes quiet is violent

Your hand is like a torch each time you touch me

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[gildedshot]

“Wait? Why the hell do I have to wait? He was my brother before he was your husband! He was mine before he was theirs!” By theirs she means the Legends.

“Tell me why!!”

[bringstheheat]

Mick looks up at her and for a moment all of his walls are down. Grief and exhaustion and sorrow etched into every line of his face. He's so everfucking tired.

"Because he doesn't know he's yours. He's gonna look at you like a stranger and you don't know how much that hurts."

"Just.. give me some time. I'll update you every day okay? Please, Lise."

[gildedshot]

Lisa instantly hates that look on Micks face. There’s nothing she can do. She can see it. Nothing. Except pray and she’s never been one to do that before. She sighs sadly deflating and sagging into the couch with a slight nod of acceptance.

“Do you want to spend the night? Actually rest?”

[bringstheheat]

He doesn't want to stay.
He doesn't want to go back either. Not yet.

"Yeah. I got a couple days." Sara can stay with Leonard, keep an eye on him and let him know if something goes wrong. "I can stay." And to be honest? He's missed her. He's missed being around family since they had lost Snart the first time around.

[gildedshot]

Lisa can tell by his posture that he wants to leave and also doesn't. She's known him long enough to see the conflict warring on his face. He's so much like Lenny and so not like him at all.

"I'll get you a beer." She says standing up and getting him something from the kitchen along with one for herself and then she's back sitting beside him on the couch because unlike Len, she needs touch and Mick has always indulged her.

"When do you think I can see him?"

[bringstheheat]

Mick doesn't fight it when Lisa hands him a beer and curls close to him on the couch. He opens his arm so she can tuck in like she used to when she was so much smaller.

"Give it a few more days. Maybe a week?" He takes a swallow from his beer. "I'll text you. Every day."

[gildedshot]

“You better. Or I’m going to see Cisco and make him find you. And if I have to do that you won’t like it.” She says in a not so veiled threat. “You two are then only family I got. Don’t shut me out.”