{We march like fools in this parade of chaos

[myheadisaprison]

PSL with mostlyajerk & trickedya

Comments

[trickedya]

That he didn't want to open a can of worms and risk violence so he held off on texting you with full intent to explain it to you later?Yeah, he's a total monster, no wonder you dumped him.

That was dumb, I'm the Trickster. Don't compare me and him. I'm awful.

[mostlyajerk]

Then take the comparison out. Take the Trickster out. Just you and me. I trusted you, Axel.

I felt like I wasn't alone for a short time.

[trickedya]

And I fucked up and I said I was sorry and I keep saying I'm sorry. But you don't want to hear me saying sorry and I can't fix what I did, can I? So what am I supposed to do? You just going to make me feel bad about it forever. You're certainly not going to forgive me.

I was a horrible person. Happy? Cause I can't change that. I warned you when we first met that I wasn't a good person and I meant it.

[mostlyajerk]

I'm just.

I miss you.

Why did you

Fuck

[trickedya]

Yep. I know.

I miss you too.

I want to make it right but

I don't know. I suck.

[mostlyajerk]

I was always alone before you, why did you make me feel like I'm not alone?

[trickedya]

Cause I liked you. I mean properly liked you, not just wanted to do you. I mean that too but I just liked you.

Then I got obsessive. I was so scared I'd lose you.

I lost you anyway being weird.

[mostlyajerk]

It's not fair. This is not fair.

NOT FAIR

1/2

[trickedya]

since when has life ever been fair?

I'm sorry.

2/2

[trickedya]

I am like this

[mostlyajerk]

no

Echo is sick and i dont know what to do

[trickedya]

What's wrong?

[mostlyajerk]

I don't know my vet's not in and I'm not a vet but she's sick

[trickedya]

Give me her symptoms.

[mostlyajerk]

She didn't eat yesterday, but she gets like that sometimes, but she doesn't want to eat today either. And she's just not moving much, I whistle at her and she only looks at me, but she's not coming to cuddle or play.

about an hour and a half later

[trickedya]

hows her breathing?

[mostlyajerk]

Normal. Flat, maybe?

I'm not sure, I had to pull her out of the corner and it scared her, so now she's breathing faster.

[trickedya]

check her breathing if it's struggling then it could be pneumonia get back to me fast ok?

[mostlyajerk]

I think she's struggling. I don't know. Maybe it's just that I'm struggling.

[trickedya]

okay so I have anti-biotics and some vitamins, i'm going to head back out of here, consult a vet and I'll swing by soon?

[mostlyajerk]

ok

my rat's sick

[trickedya]

I'm talking to this vet, he's a little pissy cause apparently he's not fond of threats or me breaking into his house

BUT

He's told me which to take in case but it could just be depression

[mostlyajerk]

echo can't be depressed

did i break my rat

axel come help me

[trickedya]

i am i'm moving as fast as i can ok

5 mins

[mostlyajerk]

okay

I'm holding her now